That's a bitter moment in my PRE-U life!!!

Loosing her was sad but I think it’s a part for me to aim high in future. I had pass very suffering moment few month ago even loosing my direction. Finally, slowly I had put it down.

I almost fail my final exam because of the sadness. I had no mood to study and I going to face midterm on that time. At the end I get very low course work marks which less then 25marks over 50marks. After I getting know my marks, I really don’t know how to handle my final exam which just almost have one month time.

I start worry. I really don’t know what to do. “What will happen if I fail my exam?” This question had come out from my mind. Wao!!! It’s really pressure. “How I can handle my final exam with this kind of course work marks?” I asked my self. “It’s impossible!” The answers came from my heart.

When I was stay in suffer and pressure situation. Suddenly I think of my grandmother. She always told me that we will be blessed if we pray to our god. I start pray from that day. I not ask God give me pass my exam without hard work but I ask him arrange every thing for me. Let me have energy, power and intelligent mind when I doing my revision.

Thanks God, finally I blessed by God. I’m having a wonderful revision process. At my hostel I always push by my housemate (Ah Kang & Chai Jing) to study every day when they know my poor coursework marks. So make me can spend around two to three hours for my revision every day. Beside that, two weeks before exam my cousin (Ming Hui whose can master mathematic very well) appeared by helping me on revision. Not only this, my transportation problem also solved because my parents bought me a new car. That’s how wonderful God arranged for me. At last I passed my exam.

Finally, I can have relaxed holiday. May be it’s a quite boring holiday but amazingly I have chance join “wen qiao” help them on primary and secondary school camp. May be sometime I will think about my x girl friend but it’s not going to be too sad cause I know I had almost put her down. Because I had setup my goal and promised to my self, i must go forward don’t let other look down of me. And in the same time don’t let my parent’s disappointed any more. I must going to success!!And hopefully she will have a better life.