Friday, November 5, 2010

Sometimes really miss her


This phone bought by my grandmother [RM1036].
Its still functioning until today.

This laptop from my grandmother too [RM3600]
but sad...
its not functioning any more.
Really miss my grandmother. She don't mind buy me every thing that i like. Really felt guilty cause not have chance repay her back. she really love and care for me.

Still remember the day she bought me the hand phone. She told me that make sure i bought the original hand phone. She never care how much the cost for original device!

I believe she always think of if one day she not beside me. How my life going on??? Even the day she left. She still worrying of me. Sad...

The moment she in hospital. She really looked suffer. I don't know is that because of me she forced her spirit keep in her body and wish to recover.

Until one night... I knee down and cried. I pray "Jesus please bring my grandmother with you and tell her don't worry of me. Me don't want see her in suffer and in pain. Please bring her with you. Tell her don't worry. I will try my best to be the best".

Second day morning... My grandmother really left me and passed away....

I don't know how many people will believe this prayer but i believe my grandmother in heaven now... Thanks GOD...

Hopefully i will going to be successful soon even how difficult it is...

Really miss her....

I found this song on facebook.
I had repeated this song for plenty times.
I felt i was far away from God.
sad..

into your hand
i commit again
all I am
for you lord

you hold my world
in the palm of your hand
and I'm yours forever


CHORUS
Jesus I believe in you
Jesus I belong to you
you're the reason that I live
the reason that I sing
with all I am

I'll walk with you
wherever you go
through tears and joy
I'll trust in you

and I will live
in all of your ways and
your promises forever
I will worship I will worship you forever

CHORUS



2 comments:

Jici said...

You can de,always come back to God,don't give yourself any excuse for leaving him far away.
Analyse everything ,take twice and think when you made some decision.
People got weakness,one time can't change,second time can't change,..but one day you can be changed in to the more likeness of God,the most important is never giving yourself up ,fight over it!

CaRmEn's said...

great post^^