Come back my son,don't worry, I will bless you and don’t give up because I love you...

Our God never give up any one of us. I believe that if one day you stand in front of cross (十字架). You tell Jesus you no need him any more rudely and leave him very far away!! But one day when you facing a problem or you fall down and injure seriously in your life. You feel lonely and useless. I am sure he (Jesus) will show his hand to you and tell you “come back my son, don’t worry, I will bless you and don’t give up because I love you”

I am the one have give up my Christian identity but at last I still blessed by our God Jesus. That’s almost seven years I give up him. Thanks God, when I was in suffering and lonely. I can felt he had show his hand to me and welcome me back to his family (基督的家) with just close my eyes and use my heart told him: “Please help me”

All this happened just few months ago on me. I felt it when I break with my girl friend and the problem on my studies that I had write on my previous blog.

Let you know more about me. Since I was small in my heart just have my grandmother only. Because she the one’s most love and care about me. After I growth up I have one pretty and cute girl friend and my heart add another person (girl friend). I never felt my parents love.

My grandmother passed away on 12 March 2007 and my girl friend left me alone on July 2008 (after one year I come to KL). The night I break with my girl friend is the night I felt I was over (完了) ！！！I not only poor but lovely person around me all had leave me alone. I not have friend to express my feeling. My heart really pain. I don’t know what to do! After that, it’s continued with my studies problem. It’s really heavy and pressure.

But thank God with just close my eyes pray to him with my heart. I had blessed by him. I pass my exam and finally I feel love from my parents. And my life also become better and better.

Jesus love every one of us even you not a Christian. He also will show his love to you or help you when you ask for help in your pray because we all is his son and daughter (子女).

If you not a Christian may be you don’t know how to pray. It’s easy, just close your eyes. Speak to Jesus with your heart. Tell him your problem and ask for help. I am sure he will listen to you and help you.